Long hard road INTO hell

I took this shot, nearly to midnight, nothing special about the photo, and nothing scary as well, but the place, it is a 'killer' instead. And goosebumps on me when i stop and took this photo.

It is situated some where near Bau, my hometown, this road already been there for such a long time, longer then I ever know, just that, it had been refined and repaired. But right after the road was build, there is so many things happening on that particular road, let me recall...

Incident No.1

-It happened way long before I was born. A girl, got killed on this road, that is not the shocking part, the shocking part is...how she got killed. She was on her way down to Kuching by bus, and on this road, with unknown reasons, she put her head out to look at something, but neither she knew that, there was another bus coming up front, since the road is pretty narrow that time, the other bus eventually, ripped her head off... this is not a fiction story. It was on paper for weeks...


Incident No.2 (related to no. 1)

- Ever since the incident of the girl being killed, every passenger which pass the road, saw some one, sitting on the tree up high, and its without head, the old road is very very near to a jungle with trees of hundreds years old which had been cleared. This incident is not supported by evidence.


Incident No. 3

- One very early morning on the year 2005-06. An old lady taking an early walk some where lower part of the newly build road (that time). She was crossing the road to get to the other side, she crossed it, she was walking at the very very side of the road, which mean, she cannot being hit by any car that is passing by. But...one car, drove by some drunker come from behind somehow knocked her, and kill her instantly...One of her eyes, flew off and never being found ever since. Not even until today. She died in tragic.


Incident No. 4 (related to No. 3)

-Driver which drove pass the road, sometimes, early in the morning or very late at night, somehow, saw a figure of an old lady squashing down on the middle of the road and showing an action which seem like looking for something...She still can be seen until today, although I never saw it.


Incident No.5

- Latest one, of the road killing, a whole family of five in a car being hit from the side by incoming car. One teen inside the car, flew off from the side door and hits down the road 10 meters away from the car. Now imagine the impact. Weird thing, the car did not see any car coming from the other side which is very impossible because it happened at night fall time, no matter how dim is your car's head light, you still can see because there used to be pitch black.


Rumors say that, the road is thirsty for blood, each year, a life must being sacrifice on that particular road to satisfied 'him', who will be the next? Driver out there, please, drive safe...especially when you are coming here...



Now, look properly again into the picture (the last one)...nothing? There is nothing...But, you can feel the 'presence'...you see nothing, but they saw you...

Having lotsa goosebumps
-Ivern Joaquin-

Happy birthday~

First, here comes the normal type of blog~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jia Zhen, one year older already...
from this day onwards, life full with rocks waiting for you in the future, things going to be harder for you, real hard~ but no worries, you still got your family members...friends...and a lot more to back you up and push you forward to see you excel in you on life. I know, I know, I sound like some old guy nagging to the kids or whatever, I am OLDER ma~ ok, ok...no craps, this is the pictures and a real surprise.

Yesh, the candid shot of the birthday girl


Me, the birthday girl and MY girl
(yes, the surprise is, I AM BALD!)

Saying hapie Hepii Birthday!
-Ivern Joaquin-

Three Kingdom!!!

Latest movie that I just went to watch the other day! I am going to write out the preview, cause I am a big fan of the three kingdoms!

Here we go...



The movie starring Andy Lao as Zhao Zilong, the main character in the movie, Sammo Hung as Ping Ann the sworn brother of Zilong also as the movie's action director and Maggie Q as Cao Ying, Cao Cao's granddaughter which is the bad guy in the movie.

Story Line

Movie started with the birth of the warrior of the Shu's kingdom, Zhao Zilong.
He fought countless battles for his king, Liu Bei alongside with the King sworn brothers, Guan Yu and Zhang Fei.

Eversince he bought back the prince from being killed by the army of the other kingdom, he had been famous among his villagers and the king put 110% trustworthy onto him.

Fighting endless battles, he finally earned his high rank in the kingdom, as the 5 Greatest warriors which consists of Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, Huang and Wu.

He fought with Cao Ying at the climax's of the movie, he kill 4 sons of one of Cao Ying's general but leads the whole troop into the face of death thanks to someone who betray the family.

Endless army of Cao Ying against Zilong standing alone. He fight the battle himself at the end. Showing him with his horse ragging towards Cao Ying's troop is the full stop of the movie.

Pros

-Movie with great action with lines of great actors such as Andy Lau, Sammo Hung and Maggie Q.

-Lots of action, chopping off humans head, poking a sword into a soldier's stomach, blood shedding everywhere!

-Movie base on history of the three kingdom, the most interesting history of all time. Great warriors like Guan Yu, Zhang Fei, Liu Bei etc came to LIFE!

-For die hard fans of the game, dynasty warriors, you would probably love this movie a lot, especially when you can see the character you love inside the game came in a form of real guy!

But then...

Cons

-Movie consists too much fake characters, there is no such character in the real history name Cao Ying (Cao Cao's granddaughter), she does not even exists! Whereby in the movie, she's the center of attention in the end!

-Explosives in the movie does not make any sense, At 200 AD, people already start producing explosives?

-Zilong, the great warrior, die because of old age, around 70-75 (as written down) NOT BECAUSE OF KILLED IN A BATTLE. His last fought battle in the killing of the the four sons and the father! Whereby in the movie the father (general of Cao Ying) died because of the explosion.

-The real fact, Zilong never lose even one battle! In the movie, he lost his final battle!

-The costume inside the movie, soldiers look more like Japanese soldiers compare to Chinese, what's the director comment? "Japanese soldiers being influence by Chinese's soldiers.

Pictures.

Liu Bei
(King of Shu-Great leader)

Guan Yu
(Sworn Brother of Liu Bei-great warrior and fighter)



Zhang Fei
(Also the sworn brother of Liu Bei-Hot tempered man)



Zhao Zilong
(the main character in the movie play by Andy Lau)



Cao Cao
(King of the Wei)


Zhuge Liang
(Not forgetting Liu Bei's prime minister, the most intelligent guy)

If I die tonight...

What if I die tonight...? Would anyone cry for me? Would anyone undress me, give me a bath and put suit on me? Would anyone pay a last visit for me? Would anyone come to my funeral and bid me goodbye for the last time? Would anyone come to attend my funeral mass and give their speech for me? Would anyone come and gives me flowers? Would anyone come and comfort my parents saying that everything is going to be alright? Would all of my family members come back from everywhere to take a final look at my face? Would you...be there?

What if I die tonight...? Would I cry myself? Would I see myself lying in the coffin made of wood and I cannot do a thing? Would I see people around me and they are deaf towards my words? Would I be reaching some places which I am not familiar with? Would I be meeting those whom had passed away? Would I be guarded for judgment? Would I be sentence for punishment? Would I...be sent to Hell?

What if I die tonight...? Who would be keeping my beloved computer? Would it be sold? Would it be re-formatted and all my stupid porns and pictures be deleted? How bout my baby My vi? Would mummy learn how to drive and drive it to work? What would happen to my sneakers? Who would wear the big size of 10/11? How bout my football jerseys and football shoes? Would it be ended up inside the rubbish bin cause no one in my family actually like football? How bout my shirts? Jeans? Would it be donated to the church? Would my brothers wear it? How bout all my favorite boxers? Nobody in my family wear boxer either? Were could it be ended up at? How bout all my other stuff?

What if I die tonight...? Would she cry for me? How long? How bad? After long, how would she be? Would she cry in the middle of the night and say she miss me? Would she ever go and watch people play football and grumble at the side? Would she request for all my attires and shoes to bring back to her own room and recall back all the time she saw me wearing all those? Would she be holding hand with another guy's hand walking into McD to order Sundae? Would I see that, and keep the jealousy only for myself? Would she keep all the pictures of us for a while and throw it away when the new boyfriend requested it to be burn, throw or destroy? Would she even remember the past memories of us? Years after my death, would she have a family with a guy that she love the most and raise a family with sons by the name of Sean, Ian, Ivan...and with family of the father's name added with a Jr at the back? Would she still be hanging out with all my buddies? Would she recall the bad times of her with me when she saw the mahjong's tiles, or snooker-Q? Would she remember me when she hear Wu Bai's song inside the new boyfriend's car? Would she remember the time if she visited Pop Wave again and sing all those songs which I ever sang before? Would she remember all those? Will she visit Permai again with the new boyfriend with her friends and bury the new guy as the same as she ever did to me? Would she forgets me?

What if I die tonight...?

There would be thousands of question I could ask if there's space...but shall be none of the question be answered, shall I hear nothing after the be going, shall I see nothing after the goodbye unsaid, I shall know exactly nothing...

In case of all those, people out there, please only bid goodbye at my grave, crave my smile not tears in your mind, forget the past, keep the sweets, live on, I am not your life, you shall go on without me by your side, I shall see you again somewhere else when its time...if only I die tonight...

People out there, live everyday like it is your last, do not do tomorrow what you can do today, do not live for regrets in the future when you can solve today, live your life to the fullest, keep yourselves happy, let the people around you brings only smile onto your face...cause, nobody knows, when they are bidding the final goodbyes...

Bidding everday
-Ivern Joaquin-

Dedicated to whom which I never ever wanted to dedicated this to...

Confusing? It does sound a bit confusing to me, cause me myself do not even know what the hell am I talking about. But definately, I still know to whom this blog I am writing to.

As it says, dedicated to someone which I never ever wanted to...

"Puuuiii!!!", to whom which is in my head right now, I know YOU did exactly nothing wrong to me, but YOU did semething more serious then you ever realise.

Since the first date going with HER, I already heard about YOU. Its more then half year have passes, but yet, YOUR name still going in and around me, like FLIES around CORPSE.

"IT IS FU*KING BOTHERING!"

I wanted YOU, some how to get the fu*k outta my life, but I realise it cannot be done, just like how we cannot forget how PARAMESWARA found Malacca.

GREAT~

Malacca...heard YOU are flying there. How I wish YOU were with the same plane with some stupid terrorist which is trying to fly the plane with some 30 mins manual book bought from Sunday Market. I'll be as glad as Bush when he just bomb Iraq.

I just wish that YOU drop dead, I sound mean, yes I do, yes I do...I sound bad and ridiculous, yes I am but c'mon, as if readers never have this kinda hatred before which you just wish someone to drop dead right in front of you or in some kinda newpaper you read early in the morning, well, I mean someone other then your family member that you really hate.

Gosh, I sound emotional inside here, with neither one point why am I saying all this...I did realise something, everyone who read this, happens to know HIM and ME, really well, I mean...please raise your guns and shot HIM dead, YOU'll be heavily rewarded...(as if you guys would)...

Please, please say no more of HIM or the rest, let the past, remain in the past, let history be history, let Parameswara have a nice sleep in his grave. I shall hear no more from anybody, anywhere or anyhow about HIM, because, simply say, I GIVE A FU*K ABOUT MYSELF! but not a FU*K about HIM, so, FU*K YOURself up...

-reading newpaper everyday hoping
a fu*kin plane would crash carrying YOU-
Ivern Joaquin...