22nd Anual Dinner of F.O.

People, do not get it wrong, it is not, F*ck Off...it is Farmer Organization.

well, well...well...I went to the dinner on my father's request. I might be some funny and crazy kinda guy...but well...who do not want to go for a free dinner right? (its being held at Holiday Inn some more...wah~) so, I went there with my girlfriend, since the invitation is for two...but then, my father told me that, he is invited without cards or anything like that, so, he told me just to go...and look for some guy name Tadro...so, well, who cares...I just wanna eat!

ARRIVAL

Electronic greeting woor

So embarrassed to say...I reach there around 7 after waiting my girlfriend to get everything done, when the dinner actually start at 7, I being searching the ballroom like idiot, and in the end, I found it after I call the guy that my father asked me to call. well well well...I saw this on the entry...not bad~ farmer organization with electronic greeting...WaiSeh~ well, more interesting things is on the way~

I being led to some seat by some woman at my mother's age...heheh, she told me that, everyone sitting at this particular table is a supplier (for more information, my father is a supplier as well), so I sat down, and took some more pictures...

the stage look like this, from my seat...

The stage look like this

with some, stage, music instrument, well, it look kinda advanced for me dough.
one more thing, do notice those people that attended the dinner, the dress code, formal or at least, dress like 'PARLIAMENT' people like that...I purposely took this guy picture...

Mr Karaoke

Walao~ like Kerabat Diraja like that, wahahah...mind the hairy hairy thing on the top right corner, its my girlfriend's hair...he wear kinda formal...no no...really formal and I do not know, he did this purposely or not...because, in the end, when people is invited to sing, he is the first one to go up...I wonder it is connected or not...

and this is the Ministers, YBs and some BIG BIG officer...after they being seated, which officially marked, the starting of dinner...YEAH!!!

The Ministers and Big Shots...

well...I am so anxious for the first plate of food, I wonder how it looks like, suddenly...the light goes off...as if it is blackout like that, I am kinda shocked but nobody scream or shout so...I smell rats...and there goes the rat, people coming in from another door bringing the...FIRST MEAL!!!

First Plate

Without waiting and hesitating, I 'attack!!' hahah, eating without minding who is around me, (maybe there is some millionaire or what sitting beside me duh~ since all business man ma) I only took the first plate picture, cause, too busy eating, so I did not manage to take the rest...until this...

look like...

It is some, sea cucumber with nuts...but my girlfriend says it looks so wrong...I wonder what look so wrong with the food...(wink*)

then, comes the boring part...SPEECH~

even Mr Karaoke (the guy in yellow shirt) fall asleep

It is kinda boring since, I do not really know what is that guy standing up there talking about, what I know is, he is kinda big shot duh~

if not, while people sitting at his table need to stand up while he sit down?

but then, luckily, got this, to cover...the numbness of speech

Rentak Menua

singing!!! luckily...fuhh~ this band named, Rentak Menua...play good music duh~ they played some songs like, 'I did it my way', 'How can I tell her about you' and so many other oldies and Iban songs as well...

and this funny incident came along as well, this guy is the one sitting to my girlfriend's right, he was eating butter prawn then...notice...how he use the chopsticks...

New Method of using chopsticks

and I think the food is too delicious until he do not know that I took his picture... (dude, if you do read this blog, sorry yeah...but you do attract my attention with that chopsticks new method of using)

After that, nothing special going on, we leave the dinner before it ends, and one more...this is how I look like that night...

My dress code

I think those sitting with me, must being wondering, how did I get in...

after that...the vaining process took the place...

The End


The only one that wears BANDANA that night...

-Ivan Joachim-

Thanks for everything...

Assume today is still 31-10 alright?

Yesterday was the worst day that I could spent my whole life, my baby told me that, she would be busy on this holiday cause she have to take care of her niece since nobody is going to look after her on this school holiday, and the 'duty' start right after the end of final. When I heard this, I was like..."what the...!" well...31-10 is the date that I was born 19 years ago, wow...19 years already? hmpph... well, since she is helping the family member...what else, Im going to say right? I am really speechless...well, I might just have to accept that the fact that, I am going to have a dull holiday and birthday as well...

the eve of final was even worst, one of my friend called my up and ask me to join him for some heavy beverage, on his bill, but with a very upset voice, I just have to say, "I am sorry my man, I cannot make it, I have final on the next day..." fine, that is like kinda bad already, its okay...but then, I still have to do my revesion for my Information Technology 2 on the incoming days, and yet, I still have nothing in my mind...so I kept doing and forcing myself to memorize and revise, until I fall asleep at 6 or 7 something in the morning...

But I did not sleep long, not long after that, I woke up, because my head-phone is still on my head...and then, I go do something, for my dad...to keep the crap short, the whole damn day including the exam...SUCKS~

But this is what happen on that evening...
Incident No. 1

I was at Wattana, third mile with some of my friends playing snooker, well, it is definitely not celebrating but we are just hanging out like we used to do, and then my phone rang and it's my baby...she told me that her car's plate number disappear and it is without a trace. so the daddy scold her and she is not happy with it, so she wanted me to be there...so from Wattana, I quickly rush over to her house...I do not take a long time, since she say she is waiting me inside the car. I was kinda quiet at that time, cause the weather is not that good, it's been raining since I started my final examination until now. what I told myself is, "what a 'nice' birthday". she been complaining about the matter just now, and suddenly, she say, she felt no nice driving with hills, and ask me to go and get some slipper for her from the boots, so...we drive all the way, until we reach airport, so I get down and she opened up the boot for me, to take her stuff, when I cranked up that boot, there it is... a box of persent and also a cake... I am really speechless until then, I never really that happy when she prepare stuff like that...this is my very FIRST time!!!

Incident No. 2

So we chit and chat inside the car, she gave me a Vincci watch, the watch which I say it is nice when she bought her shoe the other day...well, I do really like the watch duh~ it seem so cool, some more it is black. and then we drove away from airport and then she claimed that she is quite hungry and needed some food, I say, so we go and get some food, she drive all the way up until 4 and a half mile, she still go and ask me, where do you wanna eat? I just simply say, we tapao, and we go back eat, having some private time together ma... but then, she drive just like she have the destination to go....well, yes, I am still another fool which d not know that, thing still keep on coming on... and then, we got down from the car and walk to some restaurant name Isabella...something like that, if I am not mistaken...while we walked to the restaurant... suddenly she hug me and say..."actually, your friend is here~!" I am officially being punk'd by my own girl...another time, which left me speechless...

well...until then, we were having some nice time, I am going to re-edit this post with some picture, since I am quita sober now...peace!

Thanks for whatever that you had done for me my darling...I really do appreciate it, I always will...and liked I said...I always wanted to spent my birthday with you, not only because of what you had done tonight, is what you had done to me, all this while...lubb u!

burfdayboy
-Ivan Joachim-

I wanna treasure you...

The time now is, 5.51am in the morning, it was raining outside, it was cold, chilling and just nice to lie your head on your pillow and get some good sleep. just to describe how the situation is like right now.

But that is not the point, I was up doing my revision earlier on. Well, I am having my final exam right now. I gotta so some revision, I do not want to fail and waste my beloved father's money...he work hard and earned that money like he never does, and he did it for the family. Well, well...let me turned myself back first.

I stop my revision half way, I decided to take a break, a sip of my tea and clear my mind for a while, so I click on some on the blogs...I ended up here...

http://www.xanga.com/jiggleyCherrie

I read things inside, well, to my worst disappointment of the day, I read of something which make me feel bad, I would not want to talk about this. I know I should not, but well...I am still human...I am still being made by flesh, blood, and...feelings as well...I am jealous, like how much you do not like to talk about my ex-es, i do not like it the same way you do baby. I apologize that...

And what comes to worst, my mood of revising all the stuff that I missed, I threw away all my books and silently cried, I do not know why, I just do not like the read some phrase saying, "I miss you...babe" while I know it is not me...

It is complicated, I understand readers, but please keep on going, my words might going to change your way of thinking after this....

My whole mood crash yet I do not want to sms or call her and talk about it, cause I know, things would not work that way. So I just keep things to myself and be quiet...

Well, I did not sleep then, I keep on memorizing stuff that I read moments before that...I just could not sleep...I told myself, "its useless to stay like this" so I sat up and click on my mouse, the PPstream icon, I clicked on it, and I plan to watch some movies online until then.

I view on some movies on the list...and then, this movie came in, "Click" by Adam Sandler, I hope I got his name correct. well, my girl talks about this movie few days back, but I never really pay attention on it, since I cannot watch the movie with her until then. but now, it came out in the list, and it seems like, it is more interesting than other movie, so I click on it, wait for a few seconds and pop, the movie is ready to watch. So, i watch it, for readers which whom have not watch it, go and watch it, get some dvds or whatever, just go and get it.

I cannot really say or summarize the all movie out, but out of 10 stars, I gave it 9, well, not really much movie that gave tears on my eyes duh~

So, while watching the movie especially, when Michael Newman (Adam Sandler) and his wife (Kate B.) came on the husband and wife scene, my darling keeps on appearing in my mind...and its really really much, it just, KaBoom!!! hit me hard!!!

after finish watching the movie, I just completely have one kinda, new thinking going on in my mind. and the good part about it, it is a Positive kinda!!!

Here it goes, I wanna tell my dearest, beloved darling that, I love her, no matter what and no matter how, how stormy is the situation that we must go through in the future, I do not f**king care...I just do not care, what I care is, I just wanna be with you, until the end of time, until your breast drag the floor, your vagina gone loose, or whatever heck...I just do not care...all I want is your heart which beats every single moment and mind which every single second is thinking about me, that's all I need! I want to be with you every single second which I can for you, to hear your heart beat near to mine, to have your breast rest on my chest, I do not mean to sound lust...I just wanna show how much I love my baby. I just cannot imagine, just cannot think, what if one day, she left me, and gone with another guy (a scene in the movie whereby, the wife left Adam Sandler). I would do the same thing as he did in the movie, kick him in the groins...I would definitely do that...but well, that would not happen, cause I ain't leaving her nor making her to leave me...No, no...no...

like what I had said earlier on tonight baby...

Until Death do Us apart...

I wanna treasure you like I never treasure anyone before...I wanna hug you tight whenever I can, I wanna kiss your sweet reddish lips whenever I am around...and my love for u, its like a tree...it grows every single second...

besides that, I wanna thanks my family, especially my father and mother,

Pa, (although he might not be reading this)

I know I had not being a good son of yours, I might only know how to spend your hard earned money and not appreciating it...but in my heart, I always got you as my support, mentally and physically...and you are the best I got, whenever I am down, I always got your words with me, "no matter what you are deciding for your life, daddy always will support you". thanks, pa...

Mummy,

I know, its hard to give the birth to me, although, I might be the lightest among all my brothers, but it still hurts, I know...and last time, after the accident which make my head with some bad injuries, some family members said that I might not be a 'smart' guy when I grew up...but you never listen to them and still raised me like a precious...and I am proud of you, I grew up and be a big guy with some good results in school, I do not disappoint you overall...I cried badly thinking about it, even now writing it...
I cannot express anything out...I just love you mom... I really do...

and now...I know...how important, my baby, and my family is to me, they are my support, my root, my everything, and simply...they are my life...thanks~

Showing love
-Ivan Joachim

Made for her, only Her...

The sweetest murderer which took away my life,
The most loving stealer which stole my heart,

Shall not, I wanted this sweet and sour time to end,
Because I wanted you to be the marking of the end of my relationship,
The marking of the beginning of the end,
I might be the one which not understand you much,
Might be sensitive when needed not,
Might be fool in using words and expressing myself,

Because I am too stupid,
Idiot, fool...cause I had been blinded of you,
I shall not know what is my priority in life,
I shall not make a list of what to wish,
Cause you and your name, crowned the place, and eternally will,

If I could, dig out my heart and show you,
To prove that, you are the one causes it to beats every second,
To show that, without you, I can't even breathe a gasp of air,
Can't even eat a piece of food, not even a droplet of water,

Although in a very short time, you had conquer my all,
Every inch of this heart, every line of my vines,
My all is your all...loose you, just simply means,
THE END...of everything.

Babe~ I apologize on what I had done...
Apologize on what I had said,
Apologize on every single sins I had committed,
Every pain that I had cut...

I really do not mean it...I am sorry, but...

I LOVE YOU

I love my NAME!!!

Jo·a·chim /ˈyoʊɑxɪm, yoʊˈɑ-/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ho-ah-khim, hoh-ah-]

That is how my name should be pronounce, in proper written, its HOAKIM...

Well, it is cool rite? hahaha, before I found out that my name is unique, first, I blame my parent for naming me, with such a weird name, why just do not name me with some simply yet easy to pronounce name, such as, Aaron (man, no offense!), John (daddy's name, wahaha) Robert? or David? There is so much more name that they can name after their new born eldest son...

I just do not understand that much then, until...

I visited one church at Bukit Mertajam, Pulau Pinang, last year, it was a church built on a small hill, a small church but claim by its committee that, it is a church which full of blessing and bliss. People always get cured of sickness, disease or whatever, when they pray very hard there. And what is more interesting, when it came to St. XXX Day, people would came here, all around the nation, to gather here, just to light a candle and place it all over the place and on night time, the whole hill, fulfilled with candle lights! which is definitely, an image which you could never forget!

Back to the topic, when I walk around in the church, I found out my name, belong to a Saint, yes, St. Joachim. Father of our Virgin Mother Mary... I was like, so shock and could not say anything until then, then...I was very proud of my name... well, a name which belong to such important person...who is not proud of it right?

Other than this, when I went online to browse around, I also found out that my name also belong to Joseph Joachim, a very famous and popular, Hungarian, music composer and producer. Woah~ seem like this name, Joachim, ain't just a simple name...

Than, I start to telling people around about my name, how to pronounce it, the history of the name, and not many people can have this kinda unique name!

Well...do you like your name my dear readers?

(Problem uploading pics, maybe few more days after this, sorry!)

In Memory of Father Joachim Phang (the one who baptized me)
-Ivan Joachim-

Tagged By My Babe~

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENT YOU WISH FOR
:: 1. More time with her
:: 2. New handphone
:: 3. More money
:: 4. IPod
:: 5. A new wallet?

THE PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS
:: My Babe, Cathelene Chong

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HER
:: 1. Perfect
:: 2. Beautiful
:: 3. Sexy
:: 4. Hot
:: 5. Tall enough for me!!!

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
:: Giving me, her everything! well~ its really everything

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS SHE HAS SAID TO YOU
:: "yes" when she agreed to be mine, =P

IF SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER , YOU WILL
:: she is my lover!

IF SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER , THEY HAVE TO IMPROVE ON
:: who is they? they is who?

IF SHE BECOMES YOUR ENERMY , YOU WILL
:: I never wanted to...

IF SHE BECOMES YOUR ENERMY , THE REASON WILL BE
:: I hurt her badly, or the other way round, Im just saying, cause it will never happen!

PASS THIS QUIZ TO 1O PEOPLE THAT YOUS WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU
1. Cathelene back?
2. Apui (Alvin Yap)
3. Suleen
4. Eli Shares~
5. Doreen
6. Vincent
7. Cherling
8. Chai Loon (although u dun blog here!)
9 GiaChery
10. Henry

( *if only all of the 10 is reading this* )

1. WHO IS NO.7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?
:: Melvin, I think this is how to spell his name

2. WHO IS NO.9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH ?
:: I miss contact with him, for some a time, but I know he had a new one! woo~ where to go man!

3. IF NO.9 nd NO10 ARE TOGETHER , WILL IT BE A GOOD THING ?
:: Gay?! I do not know duh~

4. WHAT ABOUT NO1 nd NO5 ?
:: they are in relationship, sista ma~

5. WHAT IS NO3 STUDYING ?
:: Foundation in Business

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOUS CHATT-ED WITH NO6 ?
:: never...I just stare him...hahah

7. DOES NO4 WORK ?
:: Nope

8. DOES NO8 HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HER OWN SCHOOL ?
:: I do not think so

9. WILL YOU WOO NO8 ?
:: No! sorry, im on someone badly already

10. HOW BOUT NO5 ?
:: Hell no!

11. DOES NO2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS ?
:: one elder bro n a sister

12. HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO3 AND NO4 ?
:: in SwinBurne

13. WHERE DOES NO1 LIVE AT ?
:: Jln Song, yeah, I hope I can live nearer as well

14. HOW YOUS GET TO KNOW NO.2 ?
:: SwinBurne as well

15. IS NO5 SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD ?
:: Sori doreen, but I gotta say...my Babe is the sexiest

Suicide is Painless...

STRESS is 'killing' a lot of people nowadays, whom just cannot cope up with their stress, cannot find a way to relieve it, for sure...they are going to use the alternative way...

Definitely, my subject today is pointing to TEENAGERS. Somehow there is a lot of teenagers nowadays...just cannot cope up with their stress.

Stress from FAMILY, STUDY, FRIENDS and so on... there is a lot of thing running wild in their mind, making them to jump into making such decision...


MARILYN MANSON
SUICIDE IS PAINLESS (LYRICS)

"Suicide Is Painless"

Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be
The pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
I'm gonna lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The sword of time will pierce our skins
It doesn't hurt when it begins
But as it works its way on in
The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but...

Suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

A brave man once requested me
To answer questions that are key
Is it to be or not to be
And I replied 'oh why ask me?'

And suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

...and you can do the same thing if you please

You see...some more with this kinda, song...no support from people around you...you are on your own, no wonder, many teenager die this way, but to all this kinda people out there, do you think, it is worth it to get rid of your own life?

Okay, do not consider about your own life, but at least that you think about people around you? your parent? your favorite uncle or auntie? or your loved one?

Message to all people put there! think twice before you make any decision...it is not only you, facing the world, having all odds going against you, there is people worse than you are...

so think...before you...

Marilyn Manson Fan:
Ivan Joachim