I never could ever bare the pain of losing HER...

Although the time is short, although everything seems happen so fast for us, but than, I already had fallen so deep inside, of loving you, I shall never could ever bare the pain of losing her, it is never, since I know, right after the day that we be together, I know, this is my destiny, this is my way of life, you are my life!

Although many odds are going in our way, we felt like, everything is going against, us, but I get down on my kneel, begging you...please bare with me, please stay with me and do not leave... because if you really do leave me, that would equalize to the demolishing of my life, the destruction of my life, every time when you tell me that you are upset of something which relate to our relationship, deep down inside, I really feel so bad, I cried deep inside, without tears on my eye...but there's blood leaking out.

I wanna live up my life ever since the moment that you say you wanna stay with me, ever since than, I know, nothing else shall matter for me, no matter how dark is the history, no matter how suffer and how painful it is, I know that is all some stupid past tense...all I care about is the present and future tense, all I care is you who is my present and future tense...

I shall take all the blame, mistakes and faults, please forgive me if I really had done something wrong...but, please do not say you do not love me, never...

Emo-ner
-Ivern Joaquin-